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The name is i-kim. Pronounced similar to kimmi I am a girl, love outdoors, adventure. Love to be loved, kisses and hugs.

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"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "

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♥ February 2010
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Sunday, August 29, 2010

I have lost count of how many awake hours since 28 August. Roughly 27 hours.

Today I turned 22 years old. I was truly blessed to have such wonderful Friends and Family by my side.
Been planning and looking at calender everyday finally the day is here, rushed back JB on Friday (27 August) just to spend time with my dearest family. Spend the whole evening at K-box. Gotten a family package (ain't cheap)!! Include buffet dinner, karaoke from 8am to 12am, my brother choosed the awesome vanilla chocolate cake for me, dedicated the most touching song for me, yea we had a lot of fun and bonding. What more can I ask for? All I ask for is from God to take care of their health and safety. They are my love ones, I can never bear to loose them. Eventhough life and death is all destined/fated, I would pray for them everyday down on bended knee. Nothing can be use to compare the loves that my parents gave me since my birthday. No monetary could repay their kindness. Trust me. That day I did some reflection and I realised the saying 'love can't be bought by money', which is so damn true.

Cherish while they still around and do good while I still can. Would they appreciate my monthly money for them if I don't go home and pay a visit. Parents just want their children to come home safely. It is not a lot and yet I felt it was the least I could do every week.

Since my part time course started I hardly go home but that never stop me for making time for them. How tired, I still travel back. Of course when exam comes, time really need to be divided properly. I am a damn slow coach!! 3 weeks more to BIO exam and SOCIO assignment due date. What have I done? This is serious... I've been playing too much till there is no limit. Somehow, I am quite disappointed with myself. I have to seriously start searching back for the old me the studious me. Time is not the same like last time anymore, we're all spoon fed by lecturer. Now, PART-TIME student!!! Get your own shit together. Yea, it is my damn decision to take up part-time. I don't blame my mum for pushing me, why blame her when she did it for my own good. I can only blame my fucking lazy self.

Alright... Just finalised my bio presentation. It is no kid work.
And All my JB girls are coming to s'pore but haven't contact me yet. I just hope they forgotten about me. I want to sleep on this beautiful day, 29 August. I had BLAST enough already...yesterday and the day before.

Well, yesterday... met up with the 7 sec sch girls. All planned by Cindi and the rest. Had lunch at lavender. Girls are all pretty and awesome! All talked about work and how we are still single and stuff. That's funny... I didn't see myself as worried as much as them. I just don't know why. When you're meant to be with the someone, he will appear right in front of you. All this life I have been waiting. Yea, no rush. Anyway, this year present from them is splendid... bird nest!!! I was speechless... they are so sweet!! Thought of me working shift work. Where do I get such girlfriends.. tell me!! They are my another loves. This friendship which I can say would last forever. They are worth the word 'forever'. Only them make me feel the word 'forever' exist.
I dare to admit I've given up on other friendship. If you want to stay in my life, you should make an effort. If you don't want, by forcing you also there is no point. It would be best for those not interested or want to take me just for some moment, please don't come and interrupt my life. Don't make me fall real hard for you and then you leave. I don't appreciate this kinda small thing. Honestly speaking, I am quite a demanding girl, depends how much you mean to me too.


Still awaiting to spend time with Lela babe and Elton, Khairul. They are my poly bestest buddy.

Not forgetting Amirul drove from Yishun just to see me 5mins and gave a chocolate as present. Royce chocolate, believe me...I never had them before. Everyone around me is just so nice. Asked myself, do I even deserve this? What should I do in return?

Anway,
After yesterday afternoon with girls, rushed back s'pore to meet him. I was so torn in between when come to decide on -
1] accept my girls invitation to party on dancefloor,
2] come back s'pore for him (I know he is dying to see me)

I made the second choice. I felt it was right because my mum don't really like me to stuck in a club for hours. Second, my mum will somehow feel I am meeting a guy. You know the kinda of mum and children connection, they seriously will sense our behaviour or act. I hardly lie to her since young. She just know that I am meeting a guy that's it. Well, she trusted me enough and stop questioning. But I am doing something she will never agree. I am torn again. I am always stuck in between. I really don't know what to do sometimes. I did wish that the boy don't fall so hard for me or we stay as normal friends first to get to know each other better because I can't promise him a future. He loves me too damn much and I know he is for real, I can't break his heart. Breaking his heart is equivalent to breaking my ownself because I've fallen for him too. I do brood about this matter and upset about it but he didn't know. NO! He knows about it. Oh GOD!! Why am I in this situation which there might be a possibility breaking and destroying one true heart and one true love. This is just too cruel.

These 3 days... I truly felt so blessed. I am so grateful for what I have now. Time spend with him is awesome. There won't be another guy like him who loves me like this crazy. He told me everything and there's no reason to not to believe him because he even wrote it out years back. I was so damn touched reading all his notes. Like fucking unbelievable, the boy I waited is standing right before me.

He held my hand,
pulled me close to him, I listened to his heartbeat
and memories every beat so that I won't be lost.
The warmth,
from his body keep me warm when I am feeling cold.
The hug,
is so tight I don't wish to let go at all so that I am safe with him.
The lips,
that touches mine taste as sweet as green tea.( from you)

The roses he gave me.
I expected it, boy. Just that I didn't mention it.
Telepathy remember. =)

The unbloomed! Thanks... made me so curious.
p/s: we had dinner and watch step up 3.

I don't want to forget the movie I watch
with you .
The 'knowing' movie is still mysterious.