Resistance♥

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Of all places, of all timing, of all trains... I bumped into Syima Kim. Haven't see her for 3 months.
If I was well and went to work and if I take train from Marsling instead of Woodlands station, I wouldn't have see her. Such a pure coincidence! It made my day...
Took shuttle bus together to go to KKH. One awesome thing I discover: Mr Bean from KKH is better than TTSH!! sigh!

My plan was go to TTSH walk-in clinic to have my heart check. No test was done. Doctor just diagnosed me as musculoskeletal chest pain. Anerax was prescribed?
I am not an idiot! so I didn't buy that drug.
Drop by ward for my Nursing officer/nurse manager farewell party my ward held for her.
Instead of getting reprimanded for not going to work, my sister told me "Ai Kim how are you feeling? Okay, don't worry about MC, go and eat first."
Like alright... maintain cool.. =D

I do feel bad about taking MC causing the whole ward so hectic, I didn't want it. I was serious about my sharp pain over my chest. Well, there are 3 staffs on MC that's why.
So, there are deploy in staff from other ward. Past few days, we're overstaffing and we've to deploy out staff to other ward. Not exactly overstaffing, it is just nice. sigh!
speechless! and the system sucks!

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:33 PM

Monday, April 26, 2010

I committed a fucking huge mistake that I could almost regret for the rest of my life.
I should be more fucking alert and be serious. Kicking off my lackadasical habit please...

Well... I seriously was speechless t the same time.

♥our lips must always be sealed

12:54 AM

Monday, April 19, 2010

Read this at your own risk.
I might blurt out something mean, something hurtfully true.. So, I've decided to be mean to you just one time. ONE TIME by not replying. If you already know I won't reply.. you won't hope for it. So, it is by fate if you see this piece from me.

Now (two months later) you say it is not so worth by throwing our friendship away?
What is this? What are you trying to do?
Have you ever thought about my feeling? The day you just walked away. Not one time... it is a few times. All because of misunderstandings. I am weeping like an ass while typing this. I never hate you .. just feel extremely HURT!! As I cry, my left chest was aching that I could almost die.
Yea, I believe all of you and seriously know you mean every single word and everything we talked about.
I can't deny the fact that we once had the best moment, fun and laughter, tears and joy together.
I thought of you when I passed by those places we went ever since you left for Aus. It hits me real bad.
You were right once, I forgot the exact line you've said, it sounded like we seem to force this friendship to happen.
You're forgiven for what you have done.
You think one word sorry is enough to cover up how damaged you left me?
Don't come back and don't get me started to fall into this friendship all over again. Keep it as memory.
Healing a heartache is the most difficult thing on earth for me. I am tired of picking myself up everytime I fall. I need more time than others to get over thing.
This is a fucking hard decision to make. Do me a favour, concentrate on your studies, get over this matter. You would definitely do so much better in life than me.

The love for you as a friend still exist somehow but I can't commit anymore. I am sorry. I don't want to take the risk to see both of us ended up in a bigger fight or more misunderstanding anymore.
This whole fucking paragraph will sort of ruin you a little inside, I know you always have your way to fight back. You won't get affected by this.
Maybe next time our path may cross again or maybe never. Take care!

♥our lips must always be sealed

8:06 PM

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Exchanged my singlet with junior's long sleeve cause

sunburned is too painful already.

ADC annual Berkelah Waterfall expedition, from 5th to 8th April 2010.
I never thought that I would go again. I remembered it was my Year 1 very first expedition in 2006.

Well, there are a total of 36 of us, include two SAO Mr Guru and Mr Wilfred, the four alumnis -Rafi, me, Charlene and Ming Fei.
I had so much fun! till I got bad sunburned because I was wearing singlet when trekking up to the waterfall twice.
Trekking up, we using jungle route.
River trek when coming down to base camp. Halfway, we split. Second part was challenging and tough, juniors are not suppose to follow so they trek down by jungle route whereas the four of us continue to follow boss to river trek down all the way. Trust me! It was near death experience! One wrong step or loose rock you're gonna fall. Fckyeah! Climbing those huge rocks and boulders if we unable to go by river. We got to trust our judgement and arm strength. Also, we have to cross rocks with water gushing down behind us. At the moment my pulse rate went up to 200beat per minute. There is a point where I slipped and fall into the water when I am suppose to jump. Boss thought that was a funny jump. Truth is I slipped! -_-
Believe it or not I was wearing seahorse brand crocs to trek and rockclimb! *LoL*
Our legs turned jelly few KM before we reach basecamp! We did not give up! We waited for one another. =) Along the way, funny things happened too. Giggling non-stop.
All in all it was challenging to the max and was a very good experience. If given a second chance, I will still say yes to it. =D .Yes to river trek.

Outside clubroom.

The four of us

The top fall.

Jumping point.

Look at their smiles!

act scared!

Crossing under?

Rock climb babe!

Huge rocks and boulders.

Every morning dip. Is a must.

♥our lips must always be sealed

2:19 PM

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Last Saturday, 27/03/2010. Get away to a secret place. Desaru.....
4 of us in Yvonne's Proton Myvi. Road trip... approximately 2 hours drive, minus time we stop over for late lunch. Basically, I was so sleepy throughout the journey. Most probably it is post-night shift syndrome. Still I don't want be mood spoiler. Stay awake, but was quiet. Anyway, we have lots of fun. Happy browsing photos.
There is a time we met snatch thief! Monkey! Stolen our tidbits and was so fierce! I almost got bitten by him! Freaking scary! I swear I will never leave our belongings unattended again.

Jump start!