“ The best moments in reading are when you come across something — a thought, a feeling, a way of looking at things — that you’d thought special, particular to you. And here it is, set down by someone else, a person you’ve never met, maybe even someone long dead. And it’s as if a hand has come out, and taken yours." -The History Boys
Seen someone with this disorder just now. There is this guy in formal wear stepped into the train, took a seat in front of me. Man!!! Noticed the abnormalities. It is too obvious to miss out. His left eyebrow was raising involuntary, kind of constantly. So, I just stared at him. And then I noticed his left eyeball is having this involuntary movement. Yea, nystagmus came to my mind. I don't know why I felt pity for him. Wonder what had happened to him before. Is it congenital or aquired?
but it will never be as pure and beautiful as it did in the begining
I love working on weekends. Everything is under control, and the ward is peaceful. Doctor come and go. Except for the call bells, it is a nuisance!! Started my shift with hunger pang inside. Didn't have enough time to grab my breakfast. Felt damn shitty eventhough outside is so cheerful. Just pop in pineapple sweet, hope it could last me till break time. Took over from night shift. Really admire the night staff remaining energy who passed over report real fast and loud. Thank God I was the in charge the day before so, I sort of already know what to take note of. Medications round was crazy too!!! Pound medication for one whole cubicle, 6 patients. It is a chore seriously and my skill is bad. You will see medication flying out from the mortar. I will be picking up every bits and pieces. Wished no one sees my clumsiness... Follow rounds...one by one. YES!! off all the drips! Change frequency of parameter monitoring. CHANGE change change before your junior drop dead running up and down taking hourly or two hourly. Already break time, I can' go yet. Hypocount to take. SO MANY diabetes... If I were to measure mine, I guess it already hit 3.9mmol.
Loosing appetite! Chew my food like chewing squids. Anyway.. it is over.
Today's plan: Meet up aunty at causeway point to upgrade my singTel plan. Oh*blimey!^%^#, queue at the information counter was incredibly long... more than 20 over people. Oh Gosh!! My aunt asked me to queue up first, she's on her way. I feel like giving up man!!! I texted my cousin "will aunt kill me if I change my mind not to buy handphone today? Queue effing long!" My cousin replied "Q lar"!!! Okay, very helpful!! Soon(very long), it's our turn. Enquired about my handphone plan and the phone I'm getting. Provided all information but I still can't decide which colour to pick. Two choices, black or white? "Okay, you can decide later". "Thanks!" We were given queue number. It is 1148. Serving current number 1094 at 5.10pm. Woah!!!!!!!!! sweat! My aunt went back home to take her employee pass cause it is needed for the upgrading. We went back at 7pm, not my turn yet. Guess what is the current number? 1106. Very nice waiting. They served 12 people in two hours!!! So, I gonna wait for like 6 hours for my turn? -_-''' Went out to walk around causeway point. After much considering, we decided to go back home for dinner. The aunt whom I'm staying with cook today. Yummy... my favourite ABC soup , lemon chicken, vege and fried fish... so appetizing. Went back to causeway point after dinner. I received a sms from singtel at 8.22pm "There are only 5 people ahead of you now. Your ticket 1148 will be called soon." Yeah!! we're walking already, crossing road and a big field. Reached there, waited for 20minutes. Alright...getting nearer and nearer... 4, 3 , 2 , 1.. my turn!!! rushed through the crowds to get to the counter. Trust me, it was so packed with people. Thanks to the crazy promotion SingTel is having. I was excited. I kept pushing my cousin to ask many questions. LOL!!! She is the one who told me that many people ask funny funny question that's why the queue is pathetic long. So, I ask her to revenge then. I just can't think of any crappy question for that boy. I then came up with this bloody lame one, "erm... so do I need to have anti-virus for my handphone?" I said LOL!! he can't answer me... okay, I was making a fool of myself.
There's something we don't talk about Rather do without And just hold the smile Falling in and out of love Ashamed and pround of Together all the while
You can never say never why we don't know when time and time again Younger nowthan we were before
oh blimey...! I should be in bed now. Hmm.. haven't update about my life openly recently. Like how blimey is the ward... or how is my dear patients are doing. Glad to see patients being discharge from the ward.
Past two days had this psychiatric UBO x 2 days. At the end of the day, learnt some useful point. keyword: 'some'. and most of the time I almost doze off or I am stoning. Psychiatric is interesting but, I wonder if I have got the heart to do it.
Oh blimey! My left eye is still in pain. Have quite a few stuff to blog about but I had been procrastinating therefore I lost all the contents that were once in my head. =P
Anyway, I've got a lot of things to buy/to do.
A bag (sling or tote)
new wallet
handphone22/11/09
running shoes
read Novel- sis keepers
watch DVDs
secret project
trim my hair
eye check up
buy and use sunblock before my fren nag at me again
save money so I can go for lasik next year
start to think what birthday gift to buy for my brother
hand in checklist by this week
memorize Iv therapy dilution
laugh like crazy
sleep early
drink more water
Consider synergy adventure race (18/12/09). be a volunteer or participant
Finally... that song played over twenty times. Sleep now!
Went for medical check up with bestie. Delayed my plan of going back JB. Met up at Clementi station and then make our way to Bugis, Raffles Hospital. Medical check up for her Uni enrolment. Weather never look good. But, we managed to get there before rain. Queue up to register, unfortunately! They wanna look at her passport too. Oh so damn strict! Anyway, really have no choice but to go back home and collect. It was raining cats and dogs outside already. Decided to take cab. Linger a while at her home, looked into all the DVDs she has got. Rain doesn't seems to stop, we got to make it before 4pm. Call a cab but it was bloody long. Slight jam along the way. Making us anxious only.. Thank God we reach there before 4pm, requeue to register again. That person at the counter seriously got short term memory. So fast forgotten about us. Alright nevermind... it is common. Kind of crowded and we had to wait for quite a long time. Anyway, glad to be there with her throughout.
We parted at Orchard, I went back to woodlands to grab my stuffs. This time, I was happy that I check my cupboard see if got missed out anything. I saw my passport!! Almost forget. Guess what, once I reached s'pore custom, I COULDN'T FIND my employment pass!! that green card! FML!! I left it on the TV table. GOSH!!!I asked the officer if I can be excused. NO way!!1 yea!! Me and bestie today got the same kind of luck. Not a bad thing... hahaha!!!
Passed by those places we ever been brought back plenty of fond memories
I don't think I'll ever forget that
All joy and happines, sorrow and tears, fights and ignorance,
joke and laughters
day and night
happened in all 6 months.
“If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we’re apart.. I’ll always be with you.” — A.A. Milne
